Phfeenikz (phfeenikz) wrote,

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The cut of my jib.

I had this long, convoluted post but decided to condense it instead.  Bullet points of happiness, yay!
  • I love Martha (me amo Martha).  I don't care who knows.  I've taken the criticisms of my former, and have decided to apply them liberally.  I don't intend to make the same mistakes this time.  I feel that this will be one of the greatest relationships that I've ever been in.  I'm happy.
  • My job has become crazy challenging, and supremely stressful.  I can't even consider leaving on vacation right now for fear that things will fall apart if I do.  I couldn't love my job more!
  • I still have awesome friends,  most of which have accepted mi amor.  They just want me to be happy, and are glad to see me in just such a state.
  • No really, I'm trying hard not to make this all about mi amor.  But I'm failing miserably.
  • She has the ability to drag me into the socially awkward situation of dancing in public.  She makes me not care, as long as I'm behaving foolishly with her.
  • It's been nearly 11 years since I've felt this way.  I've fooled myself in the intervening years into thinking that I've felt that way about others.  Truth be known, I realize that I didn't really feel that way.
Anything else will just be self-masturbatory.  Suffice it to say that I will continue to ignore you all, and only post sparingly for the duration.  I know it's cheesy, but Martha really completes me.  I never say that, never... but exceptions do exist to every rule I suppose.  I really feel (not to disparage anyone before her) that we have more of an opportunity to grow together, than individually.  I'm smitten, besotted, or whatever passes for deeply in love these days.

When I first met her, I wasn't sure.  But the more I get to know her, the more deeply I fall.  Yeah... so I think even I would puke whilst reading this so I will stop for now.  My scant readership is tenuous, and lest I scare them away permanently, I think it's high time to end this mushy post of mine.

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